He left me!

The yearly J. Ruben Clark Law Society has a conference every year. It is always around Valentines Day. So for the past 3, I have been alone. Well I guess not alone. I had Piper the first year, I had a 6 week old last year and now I am 36 weeks pregnant, and have a 2 year old and a 1 year old to keep me occupied. It isn't the same though! Sam has a great time at these conferences, and I don't mind him going except I miss him horribly and it is on FREAKING VALENTINES DAY WEEKEND!!! This year it is really hard cause Piper is so sad! She has wanted held while she cries all day since we dropped Sam off. She keeps saying "I want my Daddy". I keep telling her that I want him to and he will be back in a few days. (Late Sunday night, like midnight)It breaks my heart that I can't fix her sadness! Now that it is 7:30 and both kids are in bed sleeping, the loneliness is setting in. It is so quiet and LONELY!! What I dread the most is going to bed ALONE! I am pathetic aren't I?? How can you not love him!!!??

4 comments:

Grammy of 7 said...

Aw, I'm so sad for you all. Chin up, he'll be home soon. And at least he went west and not east into all the bad weather. At least he won't be trapped in an airport, right!

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Nikki said...

He did fly into Denver!!!

Matt and Megan said...

I was the same way when Matt worked nights!! Going to bed alone is so depressing!!